I lost everything, even the will to live...

[SquareButtDA9]

Im writing this because last night I went to go hang out with Some friends (Alex, Jesus) My girl was upset that I had gone out there and not spent some time with her and when I got home last night she ended things with me. I never thought that after nine years we would be over, i feel soooo depressed having to be here at work literally crying thinking where shes going and who she'll be with. I have come to the point where i think I've decided to take my life.....I know it sounds stupid but I cant take living my life without her at all.

To all the friends and people that I've met on this site I wish you guys the best in your life and wish you great success and lots of love from your family. You guys have been good to me as a friend and have had great times hanging out with you guys. Anyone that wants my car can have it that and my tv and clothes and all my other stuff.

Love every moment you share with the one that loves you and be as good to that person as you can or you will end up just like me. Someone (Alex,Jesus) please tell my parents I love them and thank them for raising me and putting up with me all these years.





























































April Fool's Bitches!!!!

[teemfedx]

damn...you got me going there for a second.

[HondaFreak]

At first I was like "Damn", but then I said "Naaawww."

[Fix.it.again.Tony]

I knew it was april fools!

if you take care of your lady anything like you take care of your DA its obvious lol.

[89true1]

LOL you bastard!

[jakellama123]

nipples i didnt even realize it was april fools

[KrazyHondaChick]

Damn...LOL nice one!

[24/7VTEC!!!!]

lmao! my eyes were getting watery already lol

[ChrisIsYoung]

got me fucker! lol

[ekhatch]

hahaaaa i knew that was gonna happen

[SquareButtDA9]

Thanks for playing guys, I know its kinda dark and pulls at the heart strings but thats what makes it sooo good. Cant wait till my boys come in here and read it, BLAMO!!! GOTCHA BITCH LOL!!!

[SexyHatchie]

I killed it cuz I saw the huge space below and scrolled down to read April Fools before I even read the story. hahaha. oh well. I got 2 people pretty damn good this morning. :)

[SquareButtDA9]

You're too smart, i thought people would get suspicious of that but I also didnt want to just leave it at that without April Fools. Im sure I would have gotten a lot of calls and worse a call from my parents.

EDIT:Notice the Avi.....for further dramatic effect LOL

[ekhatch]

you should of just waited to see whatevery had to do or say and then said april fools

[die in a dick fire noob]

so this is where we're at with april fools jokes now? damn, shits gotten harsher since i was a kid.

[SquareButtDA9]

you should of just waited to see whatevery had to do or say and then said april fools

Nah I couldnt, my mom is a very very nervous person, that and this has already happened with an older brother of mine RIP so I had to

[SquareButtDA9]

so this is where we're at with april fools jokes now? damn, shits gotten harsher since i was a kid.

Just a joke bro and like I said its harsh and does pull at the heart strings but it does get you

[The God Damn Batman]

haha i was ready to put all the people that were gonna say "do it" and "your dumb" etc on blast and give you a personal experience with the subject and talk you out of it.. turn all Dr. Phil on your ass..lmao you got me good. Glad it was a joke!

[g2integy]

I read the first sentence then scrolled down wondering why there was a blank space below the paragraph. Dont you love how the weatherman played the best April fools joke on us there isnt a damn cloud in the sky !:offtopic2:

[parahelium]

lol!

[familywagon]

Dam Robert, that's just fucked up man!! Your wrong for that trick man..

I was just about to blow through all the red lights and get to your house before anyone else beat me to the DA..

My daughter thought she was getting a new TV too..

You bastard

[SquareButtDA9]

Thanks for your concern......DICK! LOL

[justanother]

U a fucking dick.. U said we can have ur da and cloth watever..dang man.. I was like...oh shit..aqua di gio...can i have that..but then u a dick..

[familywagon]

Thanks for your concern......DICK! LOL

In fact I will catch you when your sleeping now :samuri:and off I go:drive:

[SquareButtDA9]

Hahahaha, what a murdering thief! Cant wait till Alex and Jesus see this.......as a matter of fact send Alex a text all worried and tell him to check the thread and tell him i wont answer my phone LOL

[Jstarda9]

WTF dude I was going to be pissed. I was like who the fuck is going to help me move now?

[SlowLS]

Dam Robert, that's just fucked up man!! Your wrong for that trick man..

I was just about to blow through all the red lights and get to your house before anyone else beat me to the DA..

My daughter thought she was getting a new TV too..

You bastard

lol, hahahahahaha, the tv was gonna be mine mikey!

[ekhatch]

Nah I couldnt, my mom is a very very nervous person, that and this has already happened with an older brother of mine RIP so I had to

same here im brother killed him self so my moms like that too... sorry for the lost and RIP to our brothers

[fmx_dbc]

who posts a suicide note on AZHT anyways? geeze...

[SquareButtDA9]

WTF dude I was going to be pissed. I was like who the fuck is going to help me move now?

LOL, I still got your back! I didnt know if you still wanted me to help cause you never pm'd me back

lol, hahahahahaha, the tv was gonna be mine mikey!

What great friends I have not too worried about me but about to fight to the death for my damn TV....thank you too DICK! LOL

I guess Alex is my only real homie cause that foo hadnt even finished reading the thread when he already called me and got SUPER pissed when he saw APRIL FOOLS LOL


LOVE YOU ALEX!! and dont be mad hahahahaha

[Foxxieprl69]

Damn Beto.. U always mk me the bad guy.. LMFAO.. Alex n Jesus ain't got ish on me.. Lol.. Funny.. How U tried to trick me ths morning.. N U fell for mine instead.. Haha .. Just thought I'd throw tht in thr.. Lmao.. Sorry babe.. ; )

[SquareButtDA9]

No Babe! that little trick was dirty dirty and I hate you for it LOL. Love you mamas!

EDIT: Mya Alex said I was too whooped to leave you and asked are you whooped? I said hellz yeah!!

[Foxxieprl69]

Lmao.. Yea Alex.. Dnt B jealous.. He's mine.. ; X. Muah crazy boii..

[rudsone]

hello there mr. obvious

[Chubbz]

LOL, I still got your back! I didnt know if you still wanted me to help cause you never pm'd me back



What great friends I have not too worried about me but about to fight to the death for my damn TV....thank you too DICK! LOL

I guess Alex is my only real homie cause that foo hadnt even finished reading the thread when he already called me and got SUPER pissed when he saw APRIL FOOLS LOL


LOVE YOU ALEX!! and dont be mad hahahahaha

Yea DICK now when something really happens I wont call Lol..

[SquareButtDA9]

hello there mr. obvious

Im not sure im catching on to what you're saying bro ???

[egcrk90]

i was like what a lil bitch you got me jajajaja

[Shorty]

OMG you and white mikes are dicks I swear:upyours: lol!!I was hoping to get the DA from you but crap.Well maybe next time.

[SexyHatchie]

I love how everyone just wanted your shit! hahahaha

[Chubbz]

I love how everyone just wanted your shit! hahahaha

oh i know what true friends robert really has

[Mr Rukas]

Can I leave my number so if you change your mind I will come and swoop up the DA. jk man.
I read something about april fools right before I opened this, i figured it was a joke but if not i was going to keep telling myself its a joke so i dont :cry: lol

[prissy]

yea when alex told me that you did this i didnt believe him, cause if she really did leave you; you would have just came to our house and :cry:..


plus you cant fool me robert lol

[SquareButtDA9]

I love how everyone just wanted your shit! hahahaha

I know, sad shit huh?

oh i know what true friends robert really has

^^^^^^The only nigga that didnt ask me for shit, only if I was alright.

In the words of Denzel Washington in American Gangster "my man"

[justanother]

hey im the only guys that actually text robert while reading the death note..and ask if he alright...later i wanted his aqua di gio

[Shorty]

I know, sad shit huh?



^^^^^^The only nigga that didnt ask me for shit, only if I was alright.

In the words of Denzel Washington in American Gangster "my man"Sayy what?? oh ima so remember that specially when ur looking for your ipod cable you left at my house

[SquareButtDA9]

Sayy what?? oh ima so remember that specially when ur looking for your ipod cable you left at my house

I know I did Fuuuuuuck! LOL why didnt you call me huh? All you want from me is my ugly ass car and didnt even worry one bit.

[94EXCIVIC]

dam got me, fuck I was sad for a second

[24/7VTEC!!!!]

Dam Robert, that's just fucked up man!! Your wrong for that trick man..

I was just about to blow through all the red lights and get to your house before anyone else beat me to the DA..

My daughter thought she was getting a new TV too..

You bastard
WIN!:rflmao:

[Shorty]

I know I did Fuuuuuuck! LOL why didnt you call me huh? All you want from me is my ugly ass car and didnt even worry one bit.cause i saw this first but when i see you im going to choke you old man lol

[SquareButtDA9]

Choke my chicken you say? go right ahead

[xUNDEADxCIVICx]

yeah. sorry but this really did happen to me. and shes moving to texas. and taking my kid. not to mention on my birthday. and that aint no april fool's. lol.consider yourself lucky. now who wants to take me to go get drunk?

[Method520]

WTF dude I was going to be pissed. I was like who the fuck is going to help me move now?

lols, op u got some caring friends

[SquareButtDA9]

Im helping Jstarda9 move tomorrow and he's payin me $50.....how about you PM me with your number and Ill buy us a 12 pack to help you vent?

[BlownspeakerBoX]

tasteless joke. a scottsdale man shot his 1 and 5 year old sons and than himself yesterday. do you find that comical too

[xUNDEADxCIVICx]

Im helping Jstarda9 move tomorrow and he's payin me $50.....how about you PM me with your number and Ill buy us a 12 pack to help you vent?
id be down. hit me up on here. dont have a phone no more.

[SquareButtDA9]

tasteless joke. a scottsdale man shot his 1 and 5 year old sons and than himself yesterday. do you find that comical too

Im glad you feel that way bro and Im sorry to hear that happened but it was a joke so please chill out. My brother commited suicide when i was 13 and in now way found that comical, and growing up in south central L.A. I've seen my number of dead bodies and dead friends. Life is what it is...SHITTY and there are shitty situations you have to take them as they are and live your life grieving and learning to take things lightly when its light.

If this thread offended you i apologize and hope you can get over my disrespectfulness towards your feelings.

id be down. hit me up on here. dont have a phone no more.

Sure thing, Ill leave you a PM on the cross streets and we can knock some back.

[Foxxieprl69]

THat's funny babe..U knw whose comment I was looking at.. She still thinks that she can comment on ths.. I should post that other message she sent from FB on here.. I'm glad U got a lot of gd peeps here tho'.. Now quit scaring ppl troublemaker LOL ;)

[BlownspeakerBoX]

ive been affected by a family suicide too and personally dont take it lightly to the point i can crack jokes about it, thats just me though. Im not saying one of us is right or wrong it just thought it was poor taste to joke about taking your life. didnt think you were being disrespectful, being there is no way you can know the life experiences of everyone in here, no hard feelings. im sorry to hear about your brother. (no sarcasm intended)

[Daddy_Digital]

YOU MUTHERFUCKER!!!! good one lol

[SquareButtDA9]

Yeah i got much love for my http://cache.thephoenix.com/secure/uploadedImages/The_Phoenix/News/This_Just_In/060414_inside_peeps.jpgLOL

Chillax LOL, we love each other and no one’s opinion/suggestion will break us up

[6thgen]

im still takin that da!!!!!

[SquareButtDA9]

im still takin that da!!!!!

OK Deebo LOL

[6thgen]

what you got on my forty homie!!!

[SquareButtDA9]

Gimme back mah gram mamma chain

[kguerrero]

i read the first line
saw the big space
scrolled down and saw what i was waiting for lol

[SquareButtDA9]

Damn you smart motherfuckers and noticing that LOL, meh.....at least i got some people good

[EGMATT]

I thought that was your wrist in your avatar hahaha fuck man you got me good!